Immortally short

Whatever I'll be will not be enough
I will search the earth for meaning
I will squander time and let you down
I am not perfect, but seek perfection.
I am not as moral as my persona
I am not as nice, thoughtful or loving.
I will never be satisfied with me
I will never love as strong as I do now
I won't ever be weaker as I was.
I lack the ambition to make it
I lack the aggression to rise up
I lack the foresight to know when.
I am a shadow of my potential
I am a cynic and lack knowledge
I am a product of modern living
Too educated to fit in
Not educated enough to understand why. I love the right people
I have pride in my ability to fight
I have learnt honour and humanity
I protect what I love unconditionally
I try and spare feelings before I act
I hug
I listen
I can advise
I can motivate
I can laugh
I can feel
I can hurt
I worry
I panic
I am human
Some humans make me sick
I can celebrate
I can be and can confuse
I love I love I love
I can be happy.